Dear Sh*t
I am sorry for putting you as my highlighted subject for this thread, but honestly that is an against-wise-quotes from my friend "If life gives you a lemon lets turn it into lemonade"...oh yeah,,eat that lemon dear, i prefer for grape juice :)
My life has been overwhelming through these past weeks and due to my holiday in Medan for Lebaran, i found it really buoyantly unpredictable. I met with lots of great friends while in Medan and it was surprisingly fun and intimate, but when i got back to Jakarta things were lil bit unwell.
Euphoria,,its quite explainable for my own flaming scene. Met with fams,Friends and others were tight and tend to be hilarious so since my arrival in Jakarta everything is under the scene of happiness thou i know its time to face the hard reality in Jakarta.
Moreover i have to stop communicate with someone whom i had connected months ago. Situation is getting worst and under control in my office, some projects are cancelled due to vendor's uncommitted contract til i got some heavy bad mouth words from my boss regarding to the f*cking vendor cancellation.
Somehow i wondering about life lesson of failures, once you feel down and fall, you have to push yourself to raise and gain correctly, no matter how slow or fast. I dont think i had failed this time, i know i have a target and passion, i can make it true and stands still!!
Time to think smart and wise for now,,